Nothing much

Can't remind when is the last time i felt the excitement,

can't recall when is the last time my heart pump violently,

can't remember when is the last time i tried to do something special for someone special.

I can't remind, i can't recall and i cant remember...

I forgot how to be excited,

i don't know what can cause my heart pump violently,

and i wouldn't know when will be the time for me to do something special again...

Perhaps everything is just around me,

just that i did't realize...

or i just predicted all and lost everything?

Does the quote "Something are better to be left unknown" mean it?

I had an answer for myself...

true... something are better left unknown...

I've been practicing to predict everything,

but now it brings me sorrow,

nothing can really excite me nor making me feel new...

but there is one thing which i can do to save myself...

one thing which i know is hard for me to make it done...

the one thing can change my style of life...

release me from the land of sorrow...