Saturday, June 26, 2010

Sunday June 27th: Things happened before this


before today:

it was my birthday on June 17th but my friend celebrate it before it which is 3days before if im not mistaken. thx guys...

i failed my dessert for the very 1st time.

My heart is weird, is unusual. It hurts sometimes, it stuck sometimes. What happened to it? i don't know and i refuse to go for a medical check up also. Let it be...

when i started to say a lot of things, that means i wanted or wish to have or achieve something.

Being alone is actually no fun, when people say its good they are actually acting to be strong...
Who wants to be alone anyway...

when i started to be emo, i'm actually thinking of many things which is hard for me to decide.
what a mess...

i don't need care but i want care. i have enough of care from my family, friends... but i want from YOU as well... whoever you are... (my future gf or wife if i have one)

Gemini, human that have many kinds of emotion and character at the same time.
Other people will confuse or cant get what are they actually thinking or what they actually are.
This is because having a multiple emotion and character at the same time might confuse the person itself as well...

Anyway... i know what am i doing, i just don't know what can i do with my heart and feeling...